December 2010
Weak.
I can’t even stand up on my own anymore. My head hurts. My body is limp and motionless. I just want to lay here in my bed and fall into a deep sleep until the pain goes away. I want to cry so bad. I want to scream so bad. But no tears or words will come out. So I just lay here. In my bed. Wondering when this pain will finally go away.
I want to get away.
Away from all this chaos, and all this mess. I want it to be easier to breathe again. I miss when everything used to be so simple. So simple that it wasn’t needed to cry myself to sleep for the reason being that everything was getting too complicated. I need a friend. Someone to be there for me. Just someone that will understand me. And love me. Someone who won’t judge or nag me. But at the...
Fake Friends.
Nowadays, in this society, you can’t really trust anyone. We all have that “group” of friends we’re close to. The one you’d always see us hang out with.
But what I don’t understand, is how can we call each other best friends, when we talk shit about each other all the time? I’ll be honest; I’ve said bad things about some of my friends. Not all, but some. And when they tell me something bad...